drowsy & stupid

To be honest.
Lately all i really wanna do is go out, get trashed, smoke up, pop and lose myself in the crowd.
Forget what is lying ahead of me.
Forget the reason why we're here on earth.
Because if we try to find out why- we'll lose ourself in the process.

Live it. Dream it. Fulfill it.
Motto it ~"Fuck it"

mind of a insomniac

TWO am. insomnia proceeding...

awoken by a ghost from the past. only to find this ghost is using me.. just as i suspected.

itchy fingers.

sick. doctor's note for another two days. skip work/uni? or anything that involves effort.

who said who said i can't be superman.
"i love this series because it is about family, friendships, and youth." eff you. i spent time & effort.

symbiosis |ˌsimbēˈōsis; -bī-|
noun ( pl. -ses | -ˌsēz|) Biology
interaction between two different organisms living in close physical association, typically to the advantage of both. Compare with antibiosis .
• a mutually beneficial relationship between different people or groups : a perfect mother and daughter symbiosis.

... perfect symbiosis? is this achievable?
is he the one? or am i being an idiot again.

"Stranger"

Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection
I can't speak
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight

I'm confident
But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we'd turn into
I was hopeing that you could see
Take a look at me so you can see